Nicki Minaj opens up about her big break-up with long time boyfriend Scaff Beezy on Power 105 with Angie Martinez.

This is the first interview where Nicki lets her guard down and really opens up about something she would never talk about. If anyone could get an artist to open up it’s hip-hops Oprah, Angie Martinez. She talks about the Meek Mill rumors, her process of making the album, and the state of Cash Money Records.

“I don’t think people realize it’s not just a relationship or breakup. That was a humongous part of my life,” she told Angie. “It is something that I am dealing with publicly and it’s not easy. I’m also not gonna joke about it or try to disrespect him and try to act like he didn’t mean the world to me and still doesn’t mean the world to me. I’m just figuring it out.”

“If I wasn’t a rapper, we would have children, be married, and be living happily every after. And that’s what we’re both sad about because we know that this shit is what did it.”